A Pug Mommies Thoughts - Dec 1, 2009 - Missing Didee

Today has been a difficult day for me. Today is Aphrodite's birthday, she would have been 16, it's the 1st birthday since she died. It's so hard I have cried several times today. I have tried to make it a positive day by setting up the Light a Candle event, lighting a candle for real here on her resting place and I adopted a Webkins Pug today and named it Aphrodite. Inspite of doing all that I am still so sad and missing her. I was going to change her diary and memorial announcement in the newsletter to her autobiography today but I couldn't do it. I really want to start her writings but it's too much to handle today. My greatest fear is that she will be forgotten and she deserves so much more than that.